i think YOUR pretty odd. yea lame.

This is what happens when i read 6 issues of alternative press in 3 hours after 1 1/2 months without reading it at all. :)

 

I'm gonna admit that ive gone through a lot of shit in my life.

You might not think its that bad.

Its not as intense as other peoples experiences

But its still shit people don’t want to go through.

Ive done a lot of dumbass things in my life.

Ive done countless embarrassing and way awkward things in my life.

And I don’t regret anything.

Even now when things are far from being stable and good

And I kick…

yeeaa. im not a depressed little emo kid anymore. life is fantastic. except for the skanks (like christine hurty) and the dipshits who like to talk shit (like brennan) and yeeaaa. my friends appreciate me and im doing pretty good in school and i have a goal in life. everythings great. how are you???? =D

i feel like total shit. i want to kill myself. buit i wont. im to much of a pansy to do it. i dont see my life going anywhere. no where at all. i sound really fucked up when i say that my therapist told me that with this much stress in my life im in danger of depression. i just got over depression not to long ago adn now its back. maybe some other time ill talk about all my problems. i dont know. i give up.

the paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings,
but shorter tempers; wider freeways, but narrower viewpoints;
we spend more, but have less;
we buy more, but enjoy it less.

we have bigger houses and smaller families;
more conveniences, but less time;
we have more degrees, but less sense;
more knowledge, but less judgment;
more experts, but more problems;
more medicine, but less wellness.

we drink too much, smoke too much, spend time too recklessly, laugh too little,
drive too fast, get angry too quickly, stay up to late, get up too tired,
read too seldom, ... and pray too seldom.

we have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values.
we talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often.
we've learned how to make a living, but not a life;
we've added years to life, not life to years.

we've been all the way to the moon and back,
but have trouble crossing the street to meet the new neighbor.
we've conquered…